My belly gets tight every time I walk now. Every time. The baby is pushing on my ribs and feels really high instead of low. I get nervous thinking of his position. I just want him to cooperate and be straight down.
I've had had donut holes and candy corn the last 2 days. Not just them, but it feels like that's all I've had. I cannot set them down if I am at home and staring at them. I am looking forward to conquering this little habit I have. I have few vices. Sugar just happens to be one of them. I do not do drugs, am not an alcoholic, not have caffeine, not compulsively steal, not have bulimia or anorexia, am not a shopaholic, gambler, mobster, etc. etc. I know there are worse things in life than the sugar. At least it's not fried foods or rich dairy foods. Twelve steps to changing what I eat and how I exercise. I can't wait until I can control these things after the baby is born.
Tonight I am trying to finish reading Spiritual Midwifery. I know having a baby will be a transcendental experience, but it will be my own journey. Please baby, come with me on this journey to make this a successful and smooth one. Amen
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